Kockuls felsfokon

Megint csak kockultam, s fogalmam sincs mit csinljak. Dleltt nztem pr Bleach rszt, meg olvastam a knyvbl 2 fejezetet. Ma nem hvtk Apt a szemvege miatt, gy a tel vsrls elmaradt, de gy mr biztos hogy holnap megynk. Kinztem pr telt a telenornl s a t-mobile-nl. A vodafone valahogy nem szimpatikus, meg nem is nagy a 'vlasztk'. n eddig t-mobile-os voltam, de szerintem t fogok vltani telenorra. Errl ennyit.
Szerencsre mra napstst grtek, s az is lett. A jgcsapok elolvadtak, s a h is kezd egyre fogyni. Mr csak pr madr ment oda az etethz, s ebbl arra lehet kvetkeztetni, hogy mr tallnak elg tpllkot maguknak. Remlem ez volt a tl utols rgsa.
I think, I think when it’s all over it just comes back in flashes, you know. It’s like a kaleidoscope of memories, but it just all comes back. But he never does. I think part of me knew the second I saw him that this would happen. It’s not really anything he said, or anything he did, it was the feeling that came along with it. And, the crazy thing is, I don’t know if I am ever going to feel that way again, but I don’t know if I should. I knew his world moved too fast and burned too bright, but I just thought, how can the devil be pulling you towards someone who looks so much like an angel when he smiles at you. Maybe he knew that, when he saw me. I guess I just lost my balance. I think that the worst part of it all wasn’t losing him, it was losing me.
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